It will all be all right,
I'm coming back home. (on 19 oct)

so happy i can hardly wait. gonna hug dom til his bones crack and kiss him til his face wrinkles ha ha!

anyway, went to check on my uniform today. the tailor did a good job! lucky for Year 12 students, we get to design our own uniform bottom and buy any white polo, just iron on the school logo.
i'm doing good, how about all of you? Eastpak here is only $60! but Puma is about 50% more than SG. depends on where the goods come from i guess. but i am settling down fine.

semi-joined in dom's family gathering yesterday via webcam. jiselle can recognise me! cute lil girl.

bryan has been fetching me around in his bike. it has been quite fun. esp when we go riding after it rains. so so cold! like semi-winter. yeah i know i promised photos but........... i am quite lazy and my photo taking skills are not good! i promise (!!!!!) i will post photos soon.

my orientation is on wednesday and school officially starts on thursday. i cross my fingers and toes that i will make friends or else(!) i will suffer from depression! seriously. daddy will definitely take a picture of bryan and i on our first day of british school. well, i am about 10.45% excited. if i make friends on wednesday then i will increase the excitement to 80% more! ha ha.

i miss dommynicky so much! but i will be back ok ok ok ok?
love you!

hello i'm doing just fine. school is starting in 4 days or so and i am settling in. will probably be coming back in October, to spend my birthday in SG. if thats true then its barely 2 months and i'll be back! with the help of webcam and skype, dom and i are doing fine.
i am of course, missing the gatherings w jiselle and dom's family on sat/sun. but its okay.

i dont rly have any mood to blog about anything. i will when i wna but for now, LOVE YOU DOM ALOT and miss you everyone

i have been spending the last 20 mins browsing around wondering if i should blog. (its okay teary eyes)
few days before goodbye and goodbye was filled with tears. i remember clinging onto dom's army singlet and crying my eyes out thinking "when will i hug you again?" he was very nice to write me a 4 pg long letter which brought me to tears which almost drowned myself.
his family showered me w good luck and we spent the day before i left w Jiselle. to my surprise, jiselle's mom (dom's aunt) got me Agnes B and Ralph L; which weren't what i was looking for as i just wanted to spend time w their lil girl before i left. but it was nice of them anyway. i hope jiselle will still remember me when i return. i have instructed dom to show her my picture so she will remember.

went over to nat's place in the night. i cannot leave without spending time w em. they were very sweet to leave little surprises in my bag. i hugged dom the entire morning and no, i have not had enough.

mike lil sarah mans nat dom came to send me off. lil and sarah's presence came as a surprise to me. it was a Very teary farewell. i am settling in and i will settle down. thank you all for coming down, figured you were the ones i needed to see after all. true friends last forever :)

and dom, all for Love okay.

(will edit this post w pictures tomorrow)

lil, i appreciate our lil convo <3

 

ONE SINGAPORE!
i love my country, really. never wanna leave :( spent 3/4 of National day w dom's family and the rest w my family. sis is back.. a western version 1.0!
things are getting quite emotional.. thought i could take it. trigger #1 was when dom's grandfather told me how happy he was to meet me, i'm part of the family, i should take care, we'll meet again etc..
the following triggers will be poured out in 2 and 1/2 days. watched money no enough #2 w dom's family today, it wasnt anything great. 2/5 stars.



if i could wish for a few things- i would wna squeeze SG into a lil teddy and bring SG everywhere. wont mind paying ERPs i promise! would also wna bring Dom anywhere and everywhere i go. love you dom, everything will be fine :)

kiss you x 1 mill!

baby sitted Jiselle for half a day, poor girl has a black eye so i didnt take any pictures. but she is still ever cute :)
met jac and we went a little shopping and she treated me to Jap buffet at Akira! was damn goood! luv alwayz! (can you see my ridiculous swelled up lower lip?!) i just suddenly got a bump there! jac says its a lizard's kiss, w-t-f-!


missed you and will miss you A LOT JAC! mmmmmmuwah! luv you!

tmrw aftnn=dom's family
tmrw evening=my family
tmrw night=dom & my duo pj party
sun morn=my family
sun aftnn=dom & my QT
sun night=dom's family
(heart!)

was last day for my at the law firm on thurs. boss treated us to Swensens, and alicia gave me a box-a chocos. kinda sad, and ah long was being cute as usual.
spent my friday baby sitting Jiselle :) she is AAAAA-Adorable! unfortunately, she fell while trying to stand up and got herself a blue black. she cried for half an hour. afterwhich she fell asleep and woke up laughing. gr8 success!
dom's popo bought Jise and I to have kway chap for lunch and the cleaners made 2 big mistakes in one short sentence.
"wei she me ni zhi shen yi ge nan de?"
1. i did not give birth to jiselle and we're not even blood related. (only by luv)
2. she is not a boy. she is a girl and she was wearing a spag top!
dom only came to claim me at 11pm at night! all thanks to army. but its okay :) i had a great day w jiselle. she is so cute!



went cycling w my aunt on sat and my butt really aches now. did enjoy myself tho!
then went over to dom's to help his mom prepare for the family dinner w his aunts. jiselle came also :)
she is so cute ok! her mom ask her to sayang me and she hugged me w both arms and wanted to kiss my whole head. love the girl!

spent some quality time w dom today. its also my last day living w gramps & aunt :( gna shift into my new place tmr. grandma gave me a Coach bag. i love them always!

leaving sg has made me let go of a lot. sometimes i feel so numb. but i guess it'll only make me stronger... i hope. one thing's for sure- distance wont tear us apart pp :) love you!

*will post more pictures when i can. gotta pack my bags now!

your words... they still get to me.

thats when i miss you the most, elmB. rest day was bliss.

got a new book on sunday by Richard B Pelzer. you'll know who he is if you read Dave Pelzer's child called it & other 2. i am A-ABsolutely in love w the book! i am at page 257, about 50 more to go. i hate it when it comes to the end of a book i bought. firstly its cos its the end of my $16.75. and secondly, i just love these stories! i will buy more.

anyway, my stomach is pulling against the walls. all thanks to grandma's Assam fish head which i am waiting/longing/waiting/longing to have for dinner! about half an hr more to go. will hang in there.

thurs will be my last day w the law firm :( :( :( :( or in jude's style ::::::::::::::::::::::::::::::(
(how retarded ha ha)
anyw i am really very sad! boss and alicia have been real great colleagues. for whatever boss is, i know he's a great lawyer w A-star reputation. and alicia, she is the secretary you will wanna have! she is da bomb. i guess we all have to let go wont we? one form of consolation would be, when i come back to SG after my 2 years, boss will hire me again :D or in jude's style :::::::::::::::::::D
good i guess. lucky i saved money! so at least i can splurge a bit even when i'm not working he he.

gonna spend my whole friday taking care of jiselle. damn excited :)
dom's popo is cooking dry curry chicken for me! and i bought jiselle an elmo's world disc and a v cute shirt! will take pictures.

to end of,
MY DEAR BROTHER, YOU BETTER PUT PICS OF JISELLE ON YOUR BLOG! what is wrong w you and fat babies?!

definitely feels good to love and be loved by 2 families- dom & mine.
dom's family went over to Godma's today to get some Coach bags. dom's aunt got about 5 of them. Godma totally adores Jiselle. and everyone loves jiselle. it is cute how they are counting on dom and i to carry on the baby geniuses. ... maybe in a few years time.
for now, it is nice to have Jiselle around. she brings everyone closer together, lets me unleash my love-baby skills, and i just like it when dom's mum asks me to carry her. i just like it, ok?

anyway jiselle is A-cute, smart, clever, cute, lovely, adorable, i love her.
meet me to find out why! will tell you all about her ;D

today was my only day w dom this wkend. he's got guard duty. :( i have nothing more to say.
dom's aunt got me Royce chocolates and Godma gave me another Coach wristlet as a reward for introducing customers who buy at least 3 items. so far dom and i have helped her to sell about.. 15 bags?



Love to the Max, cant emphasise more.

and i will be living in one of those yellow&white buildings when i go on 13 aug

So did you watch showdown?! was telling B all about it today and we were laughing like idiots at esplanade lib! anyway its been a long time, girl. luv the way we share same books. will B&J at dempsey!



then i went to dom's place. its the first time he took so long to open the door for me. and when he did, he kept hiding behind the door i had no idea why!
knowing that he could not hide from me much longer,

(with a rare wide smile)
happy 4 years baby.
(pls save it w your but you and dom broke up twice. at least we know how to reconcile.)
i was touched to the max. i bought him something also k, got card some more.
but yea, i really love how dom tries to hide his surprises. love him a lot, will never stop!

always be my baby :)
gonna see jiselle tmrw! :D

i just cant help but read the girl's blog over and over again.
life is so fragile its unbelievable. i can totally imagine her sleepless nights and the torment touture she is going through right now even as i am typing.
it is so so... unfair. but she is so strong to be living and trying hard to deal w it no matter how hard.
i swear if it was dom (cover myself in wood) i would have just killed myself too.

which is why i have started since day one w the mentality that army sucks. i'm not being childish and making a fuss cos my boyfriend's not with me. its the fact that some boys just simply cannot take the training! look what happened! who's the blame?!
dom was telling me you cant blame it on army bla bla bla.. but i still stuck w my decision it is army's fault.
of course i didnt argue w him.. i wont take him for granted i love him!

me going away isnt so bad now. at least he knows he'll see me again, get to talk to me everyday. after all i'm just an hr 45 mins away babe. love you

gonna miss me friends so bad! jo ameera mans nat jac leonard t3 jude pam jerome mike dil jill ali so many more i cant type or i'll just cry! whatever it is, i'll be back! :)

i was clicking from blog to blog as usual and just as my fav friend was telling me how dumb it is to lock a blog cos a blog is an online thing and online=public..
i clicked one blog..
one blog that will change my life forever.






i feel for her. when i read that, i just wanted to go to dom's camp and hug him so tight. (which i obviously cant unless i wna be prosecuted)
apart from will i have time w dom this weekend, i have hardly ever thought about losing him. it is very hard to live w the boy in army and the girl outside. Every girl (who goes thru army outside) will know it. outside= club and booze, boys and shoez, shop. inside= army
that=our mentality
think: what if we lost the boy to army?
think 2: what if the boy lost us to anothr boy?

which is why.. let me reiterate
i love you dom! just wna hugkiss you for 10 hrs and never let go.

after reading that girl's blog, i feel like just giving her the biggest hug ever! but i dont know her. so, -HHHug to you girl.

if i were her, my life wouldnt be about nice clothes, branded shoes and bags anymore.
my life would be about, i just wanna see you again baby even if we're dressed in rags.

i cannot emphasise more about how much i feel for her, really. i can relate to her feelings right now this second! i feel like a sinner. for the times i took dom for granted.
dont ever wna lose you dom, ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok ok?

cant get any better than this!
even dom's neighbours are into our items plus(!) my aunt gave me a raoul and country road shirt!
i can smile this wide
=l                                                                       )

nat turned 17 on thursday and her celebration was hilarious. of course as usual mans and i had to be the ones to persuade her to wait for hours for her surprise.. obviously not letting her know there is a surprise. mans ideas are superB! it was impromptu-ly superb.


yes, she suggested we sat that mini viking at east coast park.
and she screamed the loudest. it was so loud.. only our ex classmates would understand.


then she asked random maids to take this picture for us. she purposely picked maids who were carrying babies so more time would be wasted.


after that she picked a bench where wind smashed in at us from east and west. and while nat was grumbling over we wasting time, mans drew a happy birthday to her.

after much persuasion and torment, nat's #1 surprise came. (if i were nat, i would faint. she sickening TK became a cake)


after that sha came w her lovely surprise which i didnt capture. and then dom came too! :)

friday met jac & leonard
we went shopping (i am going broke)

then dom called me and asked me to go over cos jiselle was there! :) :)
so i went. and jiselle is just so adorable i love her!

today... after 4 yrs of contemplating if i should go wakeboarding i finally plucked my ass and went w leonard!
it is so scary and my ribs are aching! like they broke or someth.


just some random people.

i am having diarrrhoea now. must be all thanks to the chicken rice chilli leonard took for me!
and ooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhh baby!


see all the gifts from godma :)

v v happy day! and i spent it w dom. i met godsibs and godma. my god siblings are the cutest! too bad i didnt capture a pic but i will.

andddd..
talked to dad on chat last night and he sent me a pic of how much he paid for a term of bryan and my sch fees at ABC.

which total to US 20, 850/-
i could do better with the money and i am sure you too!
goodnight now!

met numberone lesbo on the list, jo! :) went shopping. everything is expensively cheap ha ha. but i got dom his belt, my Keds & some clothings. super cant wait for Godma to come back that i cant sit still! ha ha, PLUS our new stocks are arrving! more porter japan this time :D

k la this will be a happ happ happy week.
love my dom

LUV YA Jo!

met some customers today and then headed to marina for shopping w dom! i love wing tai and the additional discounts to topS and M. cant stand dorothy P for the fact that their sizes are always available for the large & designs mostly for the old. sigh!
anyway i enjoyed shopping w dom (as usual) and met his family for dinner. jiselle is so cute! just wanna hugsqueezekiss her!

13 aug, 12.50pm is less than a month away.. i dont know how to deal w this. my bags are not packed, i'm not ready to go.

loverboy, to you I belong.

biz was Real good, really. and dom & i totally cant wait to see godma this coming wkend! becoz she got me coach & kate (big one!) as a gift for promoting her bags :)